To  my beloved  parents far away…….

with all your grace  and guileless prayers and solicitude this loving daughter of yours is doing utterly fine infact more than fine…life here is  so carefree..i just have to walk few steps to get to the food,neednt bother washing the plate or cleaning the room,its like living a life of oofiest  yet i can't cast aside the itch for being there,cooking eating,cleaning together chockfull with tenderness and  endearment. 

i loathe myself for not being there when u all need me,loitering around when u all have no time for respite,relishing my life even when i am not even sure if everything is fine at home..luxuriating and roistering without u all neither feels right nor fair.i know you  all won't be happy knowing this part of my feeling but i cant help it  coz i don't have separate trails of  happiness  from you all

i have  come to this far away land, swallowing all the bitter departures and forlornness in the name of studying yet  i am anxious and doubtful that i might be learning wrong or not just enough .i am scared that i may squander  your sacrifices for me ,worried that i may let you all down..

with every departure with unswerving faith i entrust almighty to never separate us for a  long time ..

Almighty with unwavering faith i bow to you,

enfold this fool with  your omniscience,

May  i transform to something USEFUL