When you need to have a so called personal connection to get the things done,when you are too tired and demotivated to be in the unfair system,when you are compelled to thrive in the system where they treat you like a piece of shit,when you ask nothing extra but to be treated equally because you feel what you do deserve much better ,when other label you as being ambitious,rebellious,undedicated,ungrateful simply because you wanted what was given to all others. I don't know how the bureaucracy works,I don't have the convincing and impressive communication skills to impress and change the irrevocable attitudes,i don't want to feel privileged simply because the rcsc has created a job for us when many land up having none,i don't want to feel grateful simply for giving me a scholarships.Because the job that is not recognized and given importance,the scholarship just to retain us in whatever unfair condition they put us into is dispiriting all the little motivation and inspiration i get from making differences in others lives..when they give you a long speech about contentment ,make you listen to other sad stories,when you just wanted them to empathetically listen to your grievances and see what they could do…?when you think about how hard it was to invest 5 years in getting trained in something the system considers useless...You ask us not to complain and compare when you dump us into crazy situations..
Are we really asking and expecting beyond what we deserve???Do we need to be treated less simply because people who have no idea about what we do casually thought that's all we deserve?
